capek ...

one sleeping pill ... two pain killers ... crash to bed ...

and this morning, i woke up with my aching body ... it's unbearable ... as if you have your body nailed to the bed ... stiff as a board ... this is the result of two days away from the office and rode my bike to outer side of jakarta and back home for two days straight ...

i wish i could get out of this shell ... just walk out ... and try to breathe this fresh air without ever feeling the sore in my back ...

stop whining like a baby ... get the work done ... and hopefully can get myself a proper massage ...