My Day ... Hell broken Lose

hhhhhh .... gue gak tau apa yang dah gue bikin ke temen gue ... kayaknya dia makin gak percaya aja sama gue ... hhhhh (*akhir-akhir ini gue sering banget narik napas panjang ... hhhh) ... gue gak tau apa yang salah sama dia ... gue berusaha nemenin dia ... gue berusaha nyembuhin lukanya ... believe me ... gue gak punya maksud lain di balik tindakan gue ... karena kemungkinan-kemungkinan itu dah gue tutup for my own sake ... gue tau dia lagi dalam tahap penyembuhan ... my Godness ... gue dah banyak nemenin orang dalam masa-masa seperti ini ... but this one is a tough case for me ... I'm not playing angel here ... I can hear them scream ... I can feel their anger, frustration, sadness ... sometimes I need to run away from it all ... I can't ... , ... not perfect though ... at the other hand (*hehehehehe....) I had my Double DVD of SlipKnot live in London Arena ... very cool ... it cost me around 33.99 Euro ... but it's worth it ... I guess ...