Ternyata perang yang kita harapkan tidak memenuhi targetnya, soalnya korban kita kali ini ternyata dengan begitu mudahnya menyerah ... well, sudahlah ... kita akan coba lagi ... kita akan coba *dengan keyakinan tinggi dan mata berkaca-kaca* ... ini aturannya gue posting pagi-pagi tadi ... karena pagi gue dah cukup gila, makanya gue posting sore gini ...

I ask God to add another hour in my life ... His 24 hour (*forgive me Father for I have sinned) doesn't seem enough for me ... I beg Him to spare me some more time to organise this chaos in my life ...

I can't shut my eyes last night ... I slept at 4 AM ... I saw flashback of my life ... running before my very eyes ... I gotta keep myself occupied ... why? why this storm happen to me? so, I kept on working and working ... I'm afraid I will lost my soul that night ... and prayers ... the keeper of my heart didn't seemed to fit me anymore ...

This afternoon is not kind enough to me ... I didn't see it coming ... that punch ... hit me right under my jaw ... I'm lying on the floor ... bleeding ...